Speak Up!!

Every morning, as much as I need my milo, I need my job searching fix too. Before Facebook, I log on to my fave website(Bar Council of Malaysia)...fave ke?hehehe and for 15minutes I'll busy sending over my resume with a little hopes. Hoping that I'll get the job..Only then am I good for doing my housework. Only then is life a little more exciting..

Talking 'bout job searching, most women grow up with two main fears, one is death or becoming old and the other is speaking during interview(or public speaking). I don't know how other women feel during their interview session but for me, I admit that speaking is my greatest fear...

Every time I am in front of a crowd, sitting in meeting room waiting question from senior lawyer, I start to shake, my pounds in my chest, and I start sweating though the aircond was on.hehehe

In dat situation, I would speak in a low voice, conscious of everyone looking at my flaws. the picture of everyone starring at you as though u're in a circus is too horrible to bear...

I hope I can overcome my fear in time...InsyaAllah...